hereafter

 Hereafter. The outcome of what transpired. The mirror a blurr as I look, although clearly I see discontent. Deeper I stare and with no avail I cannot see through. Sadly I bow and cleanse mine face of dispair.

forward

With heartache, I hear you say "my brother" as we must part with knowledge you not to return as I've grown along side you in many ways. The memoirs you leave behind, farewell my brother. Forward you must, to live in the next.......................Calvin G Henderson. July 1972 to July 2011

fade

I see you fade in the distance, mine hands bound. helpless as I watch. Full with pain as it seeps out from mine eyes. No sound as I try to listen. No voice as I try to make words. Frozen as I try to walk. Sadly I see you fade in the distance.

solitude not

My friend. The hurt you endure and the walls you form on all sides. Times of solitude you see before you may not be there as you see it. Have not be alone, but know one other self awaits to open your door as they carry the key

what one must do

My love, my reason for living. I must leave. Not that my heart has lost its piece for you, but for the love I have for you. The air you must breathe. The life you have to live and you have not yet begun. Knowing I hold the key to your life, I must do this as I show you how you are a part of my inner core.

just us

Lying in a meadow as we stare into the night skies. Glistening of stars flickering among the dark night. Feeling the coolness of the breeze that passed by with your head using my arm as a pillow.
 Theres no one I rather be with right now, nor nowhere I want to be, except here listening to the plants whistle and rustling, making a melody.
 Still we lay as we drift off to sleep.......yeah......just us.

journey

Our father in heaven watch over our families far and near, our friends and our people as we journey through life day by day.
 Our mother earth please be kind and care for our needs as we take what only we need to survive.
 Father sky and Mother earth please give us the strength and wisdom to live in peace among others in this world. Bless our people as they journey out of the four sacred mountains. Have the winds in the north, south, east and west whisper to them "they are still Dine' " and carry them back safely to their homeland of our ancestors when their journey is fullfill.

gnite

Clouds has covered the stars in the night skies. Whistling sound of wind blows, sending forth a message that winter is coming. I bid you gnite and stay warm

forget you not

Forget you not this day. Thoughts of you the most as i see the past of steps we walk. Molding ourselves. No labels of our unique togetherness. Joy then sadness.........laughter then loneliness.......My friend.......My reflection.......My other self.......Happy Valentines Day

lost

lost in mineself, but showing peace external as i now feel staying lost in which i am home til mine very last exhale

anniversary birth

An anniversary of your birth, in its turn come around.........do honor to.......amidst the crowd of close familiar acquaintances.......May you be bless on this day. Have hold in hand this day of inheritance of enjoyment. Happy birthday! May your day be a splendor wonder

thoughts

Thoughts of you enters mine mind when the day of bliss and contentment in the air. Exchange of gifts to one another, but I may say I'm not to wait for yours, only what i see before me is my ribbon on a box

not what you see

There is another story in what seems to be what it sees.........Two sides are seen......One has a reason for avoidance and withdrawal, but the other see what's just there

condolence

Steep to the lips in misery, I take share in grievance, I may request GOD embrace you and your family in solace, be steadfast, uphold your strength...................My condolence

move on

i weep til mine eyes burn red, being left in solitaire, opting now to walk alone ahead, leaving each step only a precious memory and living dead inside

can i go home now

As i watch in another sight, days past I lived has now shown itself in another, the pain overwhelms mine mind in whole. Must I see what I lived in anothers eye. Must I?........ Can I go home now? May I go home now! Oh...... the baneful affection I have put to sleep is now awaken. I ask again, may I go home now.