just in the way

The sun shining on warm summer day in a park. The kids are playing while the parents are watchin, relaxin just enjoying the day. On the other corner of the park in a shaded area, a family getting ready to sit down on a blanket getting ready to eat. A little boy suddenly falls and bruise his knee starts to cry, but his grandfather comes to the rescue and comforts him as he massages his knee. The boys mother angrily tells the grandfather to move away and also tells him "your just in the way". The grandfather goes back to the blanket while the mother tells the boy to sit on the blanket as she prepares the food for him. The mother turns and yells at the grandfather, telling him to move to the other corner of the blanket, telling him again how she ended up caring for him when she has better things to do because hes always in the way.
 A mugger jumps from a bush nearby and grabs the boy holding a knife yelling "give me all your money or Im gonna hurt da boy". The mother terrified starts whaling telling him please not to hurt her baby, but then the grandfather lunges forward and pushes the boy aside and the mugger stabs the grandfather and runs off.
 The mother stops crying suddenly as she sees her father drop to the ground. Then she runs over to her father yelling "somebody please help!, somebody call the cops! my dad is hurt!, help me!". she rolls her dad over holdin him cryin tellin him "Please dont go!, please! I love you!, dont go dad please". the dad in a weaken state smiles at his daughter and tells her "I love you, but im just in the way remember" and closes his eyes as he takes his last breath.

sit back and let me take you to a place

 The sun setting in the multicolored evening sky of blue, pink, purple and red inherits the background enhancing the beauty around the yellow orange sun.
 Hearing various types of birds singing in diffrent tone rhythm in surrounding close areas.
 The aroma of several scents in the air from plants and trees not over powering one another as you walk taking a deep whiff.
 Feeling a slight breeze as you hear the rustling of the leaves about you.



                                     Where are you? are you still there?

still i wake

i wake drenched in tears seeing first the memories in past, the profound of mine heart in ravage. oh how i loathe waking for the day as i know the pain awaits. still i ache, without portent, it lunges forthwith. how long may this last? i grow weary of this emotion, begging,.........no, pleading to oust the affection, but still i wake

sadly i cannot

mineself weep in grievance as the existance of scathing pathos prevalent, let alone i cannot open mine arms in acceptance, the annoyance far exceeds the intolerable affection, sadly, with displeasure i must turn about and step forward in solitaire

alone

alone, i choose to be. the immense depression crowds mine mind with no ambition for life itself. hatred in mineself having to open what i shouldnt have, falling for the words that was spoken i thought was true. alone, i choose to be.

lived

as i now stand on my toes with no bearing of weight, i have now in content knowing i am now lived. the emotion i see around me. lived of such things i never knew exist til now, i have know the ripping in me as i always knew this world isnt for me, but i did enter for love although i wasnt the one chosen. i now close the doors to this world and return back to my old

my judgement

Sadness fills me whole as I opt my judgement knowing the Lost and anguish I must subsist before me, but must be kept in spite of.